I'll say one thing for hormones, they are Great for the creative pushes.... though, I still haven't found out a way to Find Time when the creativity hits.
I've had moments this past week or so when I've thought, "so this is my life....". Pushing the girls on the swing, folding laundry, putzing at work... it feels.... I don't want to say 'empty', but this strong sense that there is something else I'm supposed to be doing. I try telling myself that I have time, I'm only 35, the girls are still young.... but what do I do with this feeling of 'eh' until I have More Time. Whether its to work in a Career, return to finish my masters....
And then last night I had The Dream. I was holding in my hand.... My Book. My Published Book. It was thin. But what came with me into my morning is I Published. I have no idea what it was about.... but I Published.
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